Beyond Pink

a sneak peek into what it's really like to think pink

Saturday, April 24, 2004

I hate packing, it sucks.

So, the past week has revolved around getting all my shit packed up, which is no fun at all, but sunday is moving day, so it'll all be over soon, thank god. Someone needs to inform my mother that I'm never moving again, I hate it, so if she ever wants rid of me, she's gonna have to be the one to move.

On a happy note my Jeff is staying in town until the end of the summer (YAY!), which really does make the most sense since he has four weddings to attend this summer, and he's in three of them, I'm hoping I can mooch him into taking me to some of them, his girlfriend is in Toronto and it's a little far for her to come to go to his friends weddings, especially since she doesn't know them, whereas I've known most of them for a few years, just not closely enough to get my own invite.

Another happy thing is that my Meaghan called me, it's been a while and I've missed her, she has officially finished her physics degree, yay Meaghan!

The other day when I was packing, I was getting my (pink) salad spinner down and it hit me on the head, it hurt, but it entertained JayB, so it I guess some good came of it, but now I have a hurty bump on my head and that's no fun at all.

It's nice that it's getting warmer out, the bunny loves it, but it's been so goatdamn windy that it drives me nutz, I hate wind, with a passion, and it's hard on the bunny 'cuz he's so little that when big wind gusts come along he goes sliding away, oh well, his leash isn't very long so he doesn't go too far. It's kinda funny, really. Poor Spencer.

There were baby goats on tv today, I coveted them, I think I read somewhere that that's a sin or something silly like that. All I know is that they were super cute, and I want one. And a piggy, just in case you forgot.

Is is possible to actually die from boredom?

Oh yeah, the header is lying again, it's really only friday the 23rd.

I found out that my evil possessed computer problem isn't my computer at all, apparently the guys upstairs are having issues too, and they called to bitch and got some story about it being something in the neighbourhood, so who knows, but it's nice to know that while I'm swearing at my computer, someone down the street might be going through the same thing, I like it when I'm not alone in my misery, although it would be best if the problem got resolved so no one has to have misery. Uncooperative computers inspire homicidal rage.

Wow, I've actually babbled long enough that I'm tired and might be able to sleep, oh the joys of being nocturnal, it's tough to fit into this daylight inspired world.

Monday, April 19, 2004

Ho Hum

Life has been pretty slow lately, so there hasn't been much need to update, but I actually had a weekend, so now you can all hear about it.

Friday night was supper with JayB's family people, his dad harrassed me about quitting school, but Jason had warned me that he would, so I was prepared. When we got back to JayB's, there were people there, and they were up, doing stuff, drinking to be specific, so JayB joined right in and consequently the room got very loud, but we got a little break when he and Baldwin went out for a smoke.

Saturday my Jeff was in town, so we stopped by to see him and the guys, unfortunately they weren't much fun, Boyd was being extra assfuck-ish, and all the usually fun guys are getting married this summer, so the convo. was centered around that, so I left them, in the hopes of finding them later, after alcohol had made them fun again. Next we were off to Stan's Place to grab a drink and then to the Pixies concert, I went for the social aspect, and it turned out pretty well, I had options as to where I wanted to be, I love options, they're fun, so yeah, tried to get ahold of Jeff and the boys after the concert, but no luck, so we all headered(don't mock my word) back to JayB's, YC came home a while later and proceded to give me a hard time cuz I wasn't smiling, silly boy, I don't sit around grinning when I'm watching tv, ok, sometimes I do.

So on the topic of bikes, since this seems to be a rather popular subject, I want one too, but I have a problem, I was sitting on YC's bike last week and I could barely get the thing upright, I eventually got it, but I thought I was going to hurt myself in the process, oh and I don't have any money, so I guess I have two problems.

This upcoming weekend is the big move back to mommy's, it's really not exciting, and I hate packing, and moving, but mom's supplying pizza and beer for the helpers, so I suppose that's a bonus, I'm just really not looking forward to living at home again, not that it's that bad, just that I got used to my home being just me and the bird and the cat and the bunny, now there's gonna be another cat and a mom. At my house, I don't care about my mess, and it's not that bad anyway, mostly just crap on the coffee table, but mother gets very cranky and uptight about it, and it causes unfun tension. And she won't let me have any more animals, she's no fun at all.

School starts in under a month, it's kinda exciting and kinda scary, I'm afraid all the other girls are gonna be super young and, as a result, annoying. I figure there's a pretty good chance that I'll have homicidal feelings towards at least a few of them, but I'm hoping there'll be some normal one's too, one's that can share in the joy of wanting the snotty one's removed from existence, oh well, I'll find out soon enough. I guess that's what I get for going to Barbie College.

I guess it's time to get on with my day, maybe I'll take the bunny outside, it makes him happy, it looks nice out, but that doesn't mean too much, stupid deceitful weather.

Thursday, April 08, 2004

It's been awhile, but I have two very good excuses, one is the ever annoying possessed browser issue, the other is that I have nothing good to say.

Connor's birthday was a pretty good time, for anyone who doesn't know this already the pics are up on Bryce's site. Missa dear, you should really check them out.

The most exciting things going on in my life right now are that I got a bunch of fabric the other day, so I will soon have new summer dresses and skirts, Lisa's almost done all her assignments so I get her back soon, and I got a halter and a leash for the bunny (who has been named Spencer Bennett Garbo), so now I can take him outside. He loves it! He's much more fun to take out than the kitty, Alexander is deathly afraid of outside, he freaks out and tries to claw the door open, poor scaredy-kitty. Unless it's the middle of the night of course, then he wants out, there aren't as many scary noises at night.

Oh well, perhaps I should get back to my boring little life and make myself a dress, and finish watching Oprah, of course.

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Ugh, so I'm still having internet issues, I'm starting to think it's actually my computer's fault, but how should I know. It basically does what it wants to and it's extremely frustrating, I couldn't check my email for a few days 'cuz it refused to take me there, it wouldn't take me to the bank either, I hate this. This morning it took me to the bank, but now it won't, it's downright regoddamndiculous! My browser is possessed, it really sucks. No, really.

I got my acceptance letter from Marca, it basically said, hey, you sent us everything we asked for, so you're in. The good news is that I get to start in May, it'll screw up May F Long, but that's okay, I'll survive. So now I need to concentrate on finding a job so that I can pay my bills, I'm getting desperate, but not desperate enough to work for Jordi. Just get that thought out of your evil little heads!!!!

I think I just need to get out of my house, Lisa too, we're both moody and tired and bleh. She needs to finish her paper so we can go out and enjoy spring before I have to go to school all day.

vexed: adj.
1. irritated; provoked to irritability or anxiety
2. debated; being the subject of much debate